the third month

after the third month,
both of you come to a point which you realize why you like each other
the first three months are actually blind.

-shout from the heart-

can you hear me?

boy likes girl
girl likes boy
-a simple,yet complicated theory-

Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra 2009

the very first time i went for an orchestra! ^^
Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra 2009 in KLCC!
went there with CF gang, hooray!! @@
cant believe bren was there too..haha..fate brought him to me lol^^
thought i was over-dressed but luckily i wasn't..
took LRT there..quite weird actually..haha
anyway, the music was fantastic!!
melody that cleanse your soul
it makes my heart so pure
didn't fall sleep like others did!
oh ya..the hall was damn silent! its DAMN SILENT
i repeat DAMN SILENT!
all the musicians were so pro..greatly impressed!!!!
i love orchestra, which i never knew i actually like it.
i hope
I CAN LISTEN TO THE LORD OF THE RINGS ORCHESTRA someday^^
cheers and hooray!

这样的爱，你要吗？

柏拉图式的爱情

是精神上的恋爱,但没有肉体上的结合。
一种永久,不求回报的爱.
有些人,上帝给了他们缘分,让他们相遇,但是却忘了给他们交点,
于是这份爱,只能变成远远的守望,
而这两个人,也将永远如同平行线一般,不能在一起. 

有一天，柏拉图问老师苏格拉底什么是爱情？
老师就让他先到到麦田里去，摘一棵全麦田里最大最金黄的麦穗来，
期间只能摘一次，并且只可向前走，不能回头。
柏拉图于是按照老师说的去做了。结果他两手空空的走出了田地。
老师问他为什么摘不到？

他说：因为只能摘一次，又不能走回头路，
即使见到最大最金黄的，因为不知前面是否有更好的，所以没有摘；
走到前面时，又发决总不及之前见到的好，原来最大最金黄的麦穗早已错过了；
于是我什么也没摘。 
老师说：这就是“爱情”。

之后又有一天，柏拉图问他的老师什么是婚姻，
他的老师就叫他先到树林里，砍下一棵全树林最大最茂盛、最适合放在家作圣诞树的树。
其间同样只能砍一次，以及同样只可以向前走，不能回头。
柏拉图于是照着老师的说话做。今次，他带了一棵普普通通，
不是很茂盛，亦不算太差的树回来。
老师问他，怎么带这棵普普通通的树回来，
他说：“有了上一次经验，当我走到大半路程还两手空空时，
看到这棵树也不太差，便砍下来，免得错过了后，最后又什么也带不出来。”
老师说：“这就是婚姻！”

人生就正如穿越麦田和树林，
只走一次，不能回头。
要找到属于自己最好的麦穗和大树，
你必须要有莫大的勇气和付出相当的努力。

当人类没有对肉欲的强烈需求时，心境是平和的，
肉欲是人性中兽性的表现，是每个生物体的本性， 
人之所以是所谓的高等动物，是因为人的本性中，
人性强于兽性，精神交流是美好的、是道德的． 

现在的人往往都忘了这一点。
柏拉图式的爱情，你要吗？

FORD super model of the world 2009

on last sunday 8/11/09 carwyn went for a model search in LOT10.

FORD super model of the world 2009!!!
got this info from bren..went there just for fun and unprepared.
IM so tiny!! saw lots of professional models over there
SLIM SEXY TALL! wow..damn jealous wei~~
I was one of the shortest among them..
well well..did manage to get into the second audition but not the 25 finalists..
which will be on TV!
oh ya..saw Amber Chia..she is freaking slim and...has a weird look however
but still sexy (giggles)
'unshamefully' i was the first one to be eliminated..LOL..haha
though went there just for fun but i have to admit that
I LOST 90% of my confidence..
that feeling wasn't great at all..
anyway..trying to gain it back.
i believe i could somehow do other things better ( but not A level XD )
cheerss!!!
congrats to my dear
i wont forget the way Amber announced the result.
feel so happy and proud of him.^^

jia you carwyn!! @@

原始的爱

你们的欢笑和泪水是勾起我回忆的诱饵

你们的欢呼与喝彩唱出我心中的歌

说再见吧

但心依然不会分离

那是最原始的爱

我依然很爱妳

-回到母校很多感触，原来我们已经长那么大了-

-时间的速度，比恐怖还可怕-

妆。装

胭脂水粉
化了一脸浓妆

拍上天真的腮红
画上虚伪的眼线
再涂上罪恶的口红

瑕疵
一个一个被遮盖

血是黑的
心是死的

-你到底怎么了？-

hard

Did very bad in Chemistry
seriously lack of time.
and stomach-ache.
Hell!
So damn down and feel like giving up
but Siva,
don't worry im just kidding..
i wont commit suicide just because of a paper with chemistry question
its just a paper
I don't wanna lose my scholarship

ITS REALLY HARD

DOOMED!